Archive for januari, 2008

You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motivated to succeed
Actively working to achieve what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts … and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.

An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.

Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul

22
Jan

Mad Girl’s Love Song

   Posted by: Ash    in Blandat, Secret file

“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell’s fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan’s men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you’d return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)”
Sylvia Plath

11
Jan

Stick! del2

   Posted by: Ash    in Blandat

Så här vart mössan:
mossa2.jpg

10
Jan

Utfört

   Posted by: Ash    in Blandat, Dysterhet

Har efter några månaders begrundande så har jag äntligen fått en kopparspiral insatt. Ett par dagar senare nu så känns allt helt okej, minimalt med magmolnande har det varit. Det var lite nervöst innan men insättningen gick väl. Klart att det kändes men iaf inget blödande.

Men värre är det med mitt inre. Har gått runt och undrat om detta verkligen är det rätta. Vill jag ha barn eller ej? En blick i spegeln har räckt för att jag skall bestämma mig för inte. Men är ändå i total oflyt gällande tankar om min framtid. Och vad man vill då.

Hur som helst. Det går alltid att plocka ut den om saker ändras. Framtiden får jag grunna på sen.